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We lost our daughter Ani to Lupus a few days after her 12th birthday. The virtual world of the Internet helps to keep her moments alive and share them with others. The first posting was on August 2005 To read all past postings from 2005 onward, please go to https://toani.blogspot.com/ and you will see all the previous entries listed. Click on the one you wish to read.

Sunday, January 03, 2016

A Gift to Numb All Pain






I read today that “…one should never say no to a gift from a child.”

Twenty-two years have passed since I changed your first diaper; and, a decade ago I told you my last good bye. 

I have learned much since then. Sometimes about others; often about myself.  But I have not asked that questions that start with “Why?” I do not know if I can do much if I knew the answer.

But I have learned that many things happen for no reason.  They brighten one’s life or destroy it into a new unknown. Things happen because they are expected to happen. Even when unexpected, they keep on happening.

So, I learned to keep on walking, even if in a different way. In a different place. Among new people. 

Because I once received a gift from a little girl with hazel eyes.
And that is enough for me.

January 3, 2016

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2015